The difference between You and Me?

soooo
my weekend is pretty alright.

my parents and whole family left to my cabin for the long weekend, and won't be back until monday.
Rachel's here too for the night and so is Kiran, but I'm pretty sure they're goin home tomorrow.
or we might do Mush tomorrow; Me, Tasha and Kiran.

Anywho, so Rachel was dropped off and me and her recieved money, which we eventually bought pot with.
And after we buy pot, Tasha and Kiran come over. They were gonna go to a punk concert, but it was too sketchy so they just came here.
It was kinda funny cause they dressed similar by accident, plus Kiran cut Tasha's hair. It's pretty nice, and suits her.

anywayy.. soon enough Colter came over as well, and we all chilled and blazed for hours and hours.
We went on a walk to the Point, and Tasha & Colter eventually ended up going at 11:30.
The three of us then got yummy donairs and ate.. and half watched tv.
And the two of them are tired.. and I'm not really.
So I finished this picture for my friend:


At one point I got to talk to Crys for a little while~ but the downside is that she has work this weekend so we probs wont get a lot of time to talk.
Hopefully on sunday we'll get a chance! It brightens my whole day when I get to have even the smallest wifetime.. ehahehh.. sap.

there were like 3 cameras at this stupid thing tonight, so perhaps there will be photo evidence of my dumb ass sooner or later.
-shrug-

byeee~

Um TOTALLY PREORDERED Uh Huh Her's new CD!
And.. since I'm awesome and ordered before July 28th,
I DEFS GET AN AUTOGRAPHED PHOTO AND CD AND SHITTTT~ YEAHHH
OMG
LEISHA HAILEY ilu

ps. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bought a sub.. cause.. I kinda hate not having one haha.

http://uhhuhher.com/

DONT BE A GOOFUS.. go buy one?
I MEAN ITS LIKE 10$!  17$ total S+H OMG.

GANDALF NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!



Maybe something to make you smile after a horrible accident..?
I'm glad you're not hurt<333333333333
And so is Gandalf-cat<3

Who's never left home, who's never struck out
To find a dream and a life of their own
A place in the clouds, a foundation of stone

Many precede and many will follow
A young girl's dream no longer hollow

It takes the shape of a place out west
But what it holds for her, she hasn't yet guessed


She needs wide open spaces
Room to make her big mistakes
She needs new faces
She knows the high stakes

She traveled this road as a child
Wide eyed and grinning, she never tired
But now she won't be coming back with the rest
If these are life's lessons, she'll take this test

I have to write about this somewhere.  My night was pretty messed up..
My mom dropped me off at Kiran's house at around 7:30.
Sam and Frannie were already there, and we all waited a bit for the others to show up.
Or plan was to buy some mushrooms off Donica's boyfriend Jon who deals a bunch of stuff.

So we waited a bit more, and Frannie left to go home and change or something.
So Me, Kiran and Sam went to the park at the school by Kiran's house and met up with Josie and Colter.
(It was Colter's birthday and he turned 18 yesterday.)

Eventually, Donica and Frannie showed back up and we waited a little longer for Jon to arrive. He hooked us up with about 14gs of shrooms, and we split it 4 ways-- Kiran, Me, Donica, and Josie.
Afterwards.. we went back to Kiran's house because the rest of them wanted to do Yay-o. I don't do coke though, ever.
It was hard as fuck to watch them all share 1 piece of coke.. It was messed up.  But they're good people... stupid chemical kids lol.

Pshhaww.. so after they did that, we felt like going for a walk soon after. So we all went down into the ravine and sat by the dirtjumps and smoked a joint. We talked about so much stuff last night I can barely remember what was said.
Anyway, Sam had invited Jake over too.. but people were worried he was gonna be an asshole. He wasn't too bad though, just kinda drunk haha.
Lol... dunno how we decided this, but then we chose to go to Donica's house and hang out there..
On the way out of the ravine we ran into Ryan Bowman! So he joined our little clique too haha.
I don't think we realized there was like 9(?) people in our group till we got there and piled down the stairs into her basement lol.

So some more of them did coke... while I was still waiting for my mush high to hit me. (Which it didn't start to do until like 11:30 when we were gonna leave lol.
God, we talked about so much stuff. I really love those people sometimes..  I'll admit they're all fucked up and have their problems and issues. But this is teenage times and I wouldn't rather spend it with any of my other friends.
At one point, Jon, Colter, Kiran, Jake and me went outside to smoke 2 more joints, but by the time we got out there I was in a conversation with Colter about Anime so deeply that I barely remembered to toke.

At one point we were all sitting in the kitchen on the floor, and somehow Colter and me got into a conversation about anime.
I guess he's seen over 200 series, and his room is.. covered in anime shit just like mine.
He's gone to the past 3 Animeconvetions in our city, just like me. (Except I missed last year lol).
It's SO weird though, because he is a total Rich, Prep, popular boy who has a lot of friends, etc.
But he's such an animegeek!
When I first met him, I didn't really like him very much.  I just thought he was another jerky boy who could be a total asshole if he wanted to.
But he told me last night that there are so many things that people don't know about him, not even Kiran. And they're really close.
I understood him so much. He told me Anime has changed his life, and it just like takes him to a different world away from all the bullshit we go through every day.
I couldn't believe it, I think me and him share a lot in common. He told me there was a lot of things he's done that he would never tell anyone, because maybe they'd be grossed out? Or they just wouldn't understand.
And I told him the exact same thing. There are things that Kiran doesn't even know about me either, soooo many things lol.

I just couldn't believe how much we related, it was really nice and boosted my spirits for the whole night.
At one point, near the end, I had called my mom to pick us up at Kiran's house. And we were gonna walk back, and Colter said he wanted to walk us home etc etc cause he wanted to talk about Anime and stuff more, lol.
He's such a sweet guy, he gave us the biggest hugs as we left.
For some reason, I think this is the beginnings of a nice new friendship. And I don't really have very many guy friends, so it's always nice to have ones that aren't just drunk assholes.

( ps. BUT REALLY DOES THIS GUY LOOK LIKE AN ANIME GEEK? )


It was just, an epic fucking night.
I couldn't even tell you about when Kiran and I got back to my house, it was insane!  We were just starting to trip out and get that mush feeling..  But we stayed in my living room for like 1 and 1/2 hours just deciding if we wanted to go outside and walk.
So eventually.. we talked ourselves into it, and went on an adventure in my neighborhood.
We talked and talked and talked all the way to my old Elementary, and went to the park there.
But first.. we laid on these baseball benches for like 30 minutes and just got LOST in the stars. It was soooo weird.
We talked about the constalations, and what they would be like if they were people in highschools.
Aquarius would be...a tall cool kinda guy, and he would be Purple! Or ... cold color shades, like Green and Blue.  But... WHY WOULD HE EVEN BE A COLOR IN THE FIRST PLACE?

It was fucking crazy, haha. But I haven't laughed the whole night through in a long time.
All in all, it was pretty much a great night.

Except for the fact that I wanted to wake up my girlfriend and talk for hours... but I couldn't cause there were people all over the place.
I can't even count the times I wanted to just stop, look at everyone and tell them that I have the best girl in the world and they should all be jealous, lol.
But I couldnt... so instead I just texted her before I went to bed to collect myself and relax into sleeping.

God.....
I cant wait to read this in a few months, lol.
It's going to sound CRAZ-AYY..
blah!

-flops-
Sundays are always nice and easy.
Thank god.

Rachel wants to be a Museum Curator too?
wtf did she even know that word before I  finaled down my job decisions/aspirations.
.......................................................................................................................................................
great now I dont know what to be.
I think I want to be a housewife.

Its just that it seems like she just pulled this idea out of no where.
Shes in social 24 for christ sakes, how the hell on earth does she want to run a museum if she has what seems like little to no interest in history?
ITS A FUCKING MUSEUM
MUSEUM = HISTORY.
FUCKING HISTORY!


I always feel like she wants to do what I want to do.
I cant / would never hate her, she's my best friend.

but sometimes I want to punch her fucking face in and out.
with a bottle like on Pan's Labyrinth


I just feel like I've been cheated out of my Job.
I took some pride in picking a very narrow, exact, and rare occupation that goes unseen to others that want to be Doctors or Lawyers or Carsalesmen.

And then again my best friend wants to be just like me.

It might just be my selfish, shallow, jealous, and greedy inside-demony-type-thing..
But then why do I have to feel so bad?
Is it so horrible to be upset when she becomes suddenly interested in it, after it's taken me years to come to a solid and achieveable decision about what I might actually DO or SPECIFY IN for the rest of my life.

I hate her, but I love her.
And I hope this is just a fucking phase.
Otherwise ... I'll have to think hard once more.
Because we cannot both do it.
I can barely stand being around her for days on end.

I might possibly expire if I had to share the same jobtitle as her.

jesus

I sound like a fuckin maroon.
peace~

I thought I liked it but now I don't know.
I write like a high school student.
I dont like it.
It weakens out on the 3rd paragraph, because by that time I was pratically bullshitting my way though the topic.
"Does Imperialism still exist Today?"
I cut a sentence or two, and fixed some grammar errors..
So other than that it's how I wrote it.

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    Almost all countries that still are in power today have at one point been subjected to, or have been involved with Imperialism. It is know for its great ability to influence war, enslave many innocents, and devastate the economy of the country on the receiving end.
Imperialism is the reason that in present day Africa, millions live out their lives in constant poverty. France and England might have stopped the fighting and slavery, but the damage had been done a hundred years ago. Now a days the world cannot recognize true invasion.
Their views have been altered all throughout the 1900s. People are not as "brutally savage" and "unrefined" as they were in those times. Empathy and respect for all Mankind is this century's motto. Which is why many are blind to the current problem this world faces due to the damages that Imperialism has undoubtedly caused.

From the start of 1800 to about 1914, many European countries followed Great Britain's lead into Asia and Africa. France being right behind  England, and Germany decided to tag along as well. They took turns seizing as many regions as they could get their hands on. Africa was especially targeted due to its large size, many natural resources, and the naivety of its inhabitants. It was certainly no match for Europe, lacking the strong armies and horrifying weapons that the Mother nations were known for. They all took resources that were key to Africa's eventual industrialization, which it wasn't able to undergo due to the widespread influences that Europe was forcing upon them. The fighting and the slavery pushed back Africa into recession, and come 1914, it was just one of many countries that had been raped by the 'Glory of Europe'.

As for today, many countries are still quietly taken over by a more powerful Motherland. In the last 7 years the United States of America has fought its way into terrible debts, effecting citizens that can barely understand how their political system works. The invasion of Iraq, Afghanistan and many neighboring nations was entirely uncalled for. But after 9/11, and the treat of Terrorists and WMD that didn't actually exist; The billion dollar oil industry located in the middle east was probably just icing on the cake. The United States has taken many matters into their hands, and many times over it has just been for personal Glory. In this day and age, the results of Imperialism live on, and continue to be practiced under quiet observation by terribly powerful forces.
  
Imperialism might never cease. It is a knowledge that has been tapped into, and still poisons the minds of many. It exists until there is no more free land to be had, and when instead of conquering others, Nations will learn to live and prosper in harmony will the World's slate be cleaned of such unruly Nationalistic techniques.

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...................And now I really extra hate it.

This is exactly how it felt.
Just like this!

Blue skies, 18 degree temps,
Easy day at school.



Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window.
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh,
The first date "Man, I didn't kiss Her, and I should have!"
And when I got home... 'fore I said amen,
Asking God if He could play it again.

I thought of the coolest way to eat watermelon today.
It's been done before, but its kinda fun.
I had like 3 slices.

Step 1: Bite off tip. (Always best part of watermelon)


Step 2: Cut triangle piece out of middle. (Creating two more tips!)

Step 3: Repeat Step 1~
Step 4: Repeat Step 2, if possible. Slice might be too small by this point.

Step 5: VOILA!


ITS FUN. SHUDDUP.
More tips to eat = better Watermelon Experience.

The end~

Heeeeeehehehe!
Anniversary today! When the lovetxts started pouring in it totally hit me!
6 whole months of happyness~
much much more to come~~<3

It almost doesnt seem like it's been ONLY 6 months.
It feels like.. a lot longer than that.
hm. So now Im just chillin waitin for her to read her txts and ring-a-ling meeee~ :D
And then let the awesome commence.




ps. doctor said it might be gallstones?
supposed to go in for an ultrasound sometime soon.
And then possibly have surgery to take them out, or take out my whole gallbladder?
Since it's not an 'essential' organ..?
(But wtf else would produce bile to break down fats..)

I got tagged by ellowyntinuviel

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.


1. Dave, Dee, Dozy, Beaky, Mick & Titch - Hold Tight
2. Jessica Simpson - With You
3. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Pin
4. En Vogue - Don't Let Go
5. Big L - Devil's Son
6. Destiny's Child - Is She the Reason
7. Mya - Fallen



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I've been having horrible stomach aches lately.
They aren't even really in my stomach, it's to the right of my stomach.
What would you call that? Abdominal pains?

Anyway.. its between like.. my bellybutton and a few inches under my breast on my right side.
Only on my right side.  Hm.
And when the pain starts, it doesn't go away.
It doesn't go away until I fall asleep.

Last night, after a fairly dece-420 (which is another journal alltogether.), around 10:30pm or 11:00pm ish I get the same abdominal pains I've been having reciently.
I've complained about it to my mom before, and we are both completely bamboozled with what the fuck it could be.
She stayed up with me from around 11:00pm to 1:00am.. not really able to do anything.
And I basically just walked around the house, cried at times, and tried all sorts of different positions in bed, on the couch, and standing up.

NOTHING can make it feel better!
She gave me a T4 last night and it didn't even phase me.
She suggested taking me into the Hospital.. but it was late, and we would've just had to wait anyways.
And all I wanted to do was sleep and I couldn't even do that.
I probably fell asleep around 1:30ish, I dont remember.

But it's the 2nd worst pain I've ever felt.
It isn't necessarly horrible pain.. Or pain you can even see.
but its fucking uncomfortable and it doesn't stop. At times it felt like some little midget was just stabbystabbin my insides.

BLAH.
I have a doctors apointment today that my moms gonna take me to..
So.
Hopefully this goes well and there's nothing too wrong with me.
Sighhhhhh.
What a damper on my weekend.

Oh and I missed an Social Quiz today by missing school.
FUCK.
And I actually wanted to go.

Sarah Ahmad gave me some txt-get-well-love and I'm sad cause she leaves for Pakistan on wednesday for a whole month.
So.. wah.
I hope April turns around and gets nice again.

MY GIRLFRIEND IS SO CUTE
C=CUTENESS
R=CUTENESS
Y=CUTENESS
S=CUTENESS
T=CUTENESS
A=CUTENESS
L=CUTENESS

CUTEADORABLE.
totes hatin me right now.

^Just like this^

hiii.
Just an update I guess.. to remind myself, later in the future.
I got Guitar Hero 3 last saturday, and it's pretty sweet.
I've beaten easy and medium so far... but I'm not good enough to go on to hard yet. So I'm practicing.

School has been meh lately.
Im pretty sure I'm passing all my courses which is good, and tomorrow my teacher is going to show us our mark on the Social Midterm I had to write on Monday.
I'm glad I stayed up studying for like 4 hours the sunday prior, though.
My Psychology teacher's dad passed away so we've been having substitutes reciently.
And we're watching this movie with Michelle Pfeiffer <333 I Am Sam.
She.. never ages which is great <3
Hmm what else about school.  My friend Sarah Ahmad broke her arm a little cause she got hit by a bike LOL.
(I lol'd in real life too.)
And... Casey's hair is starting to look nice again, even though he had shaved part of his sidey-burns off.
Hmm... school is just.. going.  Its not too bad.
But it's not great.

In other news.. 4:20 is in 4 days! Im excited outta my pants. WEIRD. One of my very first LJ posts was about 4:20.
Buhbuhbuh.. x-files shit right there.
But really, it's going to be fun because hopefully it will be a nice day outside!  And I'll get to see all my good friends and have a nice time.
Probs gonna get Sarah to make us weed shirts.. or I'll wear my 'HIGH SCORE' shirt that I found today!
(After like 3 months of looking.. it was on my dresser. Way to go Lynn!)

My mom is gonna let me buy some intarnet clothes on Friday, sooo I'm gonna get some new shirts and jackets and that will be GREAT~
Cause I hate the current jacket I'm having to wear. Blah.

Wifenews.. Im a lil bummed cause we havent talked in a day or two except for txting.. but I havent been feelin great and blah.
So I think we might make up for it today! Which would be um fucking epic and great. and made of wins.
ps. Crystal drew me a picture heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehehe
So cute! There's even shading~ <3


pps. I changed my default pic. Chiyo-chan desu!

A
- Available: No nononono totes defs not.
- Age: 16 bleh
- Annoyance: School, No chronz
- Animal: ALL OF THEM even the ones no one else likes..
- Actor: um I dunno.. I like Will Smith.

B
- Beer: MolsonCanadian, Corona, Tiger
- Birthday/Birthplace: September 14, UofAlberta Hospital
- Body Part on opposite sex: N/A
- Best feeling in the world: Being in love~
- Blind or Deaf: Deaf.. HOLLA MARLEE MATLIN <3
- Best weather: Comfortably hot.
- Been in Love: Absolutely
- Been bitched out?: Many a time
- Been on stage?: Yes.. school plays+shit.
- Believe in yourself?: Sometimes..
- Believe in life on other planets: Probs not, we are alone
- Believe in miracles: MIRACLES HAP-PENNN~ When you BELI-EEEEVEEE!
- Believe in Magic: Naw, but I wish it existed
- Believe in God: Nope
- Believe in Satan: see above
- Believe in Santa: Not since I was little
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: When you're dead you die.
- Believe in Evolution: What's to believe? It is almost absolutely fact.

C
- Car: I wish..
- Candy: Cokebottles, those smushy banana things, and the squishy strawberry ones..
- Colour(s): Rainbow!
- Cried in school: It's happened.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Mmmmm vanilla~
- Chinese/Mexican: Mexicano!
- Cake or pie: CAKEY
- Country to visit: Egypt.. I want to visit most of Europe too!

D
- Day or Night: "Night and Day... you are the oneee!" ..Yeah, Night.
- Dream vehicle: Chrysler 300C
- Danced: The other day..
- Dance in the rain?: Quite enjoyable!
- Do the splits?: Fuckkk no

E
- Eggs: Yummm
- Eyes: Brown+Boring
- Everyone has: AIDS!
- Ever failed a class?: Science10, Math10 Pure, Art10, Computer Programming, Biology 20

F
- First crush: He goes to my school LOL
- Full name: Lynn Ashley Jane Indrani Krishnasami
- First thoughts waking up: "want more sleeps"
- Food: The best stuff is the worst for you.

G
- Greatest Fear: meaning of life
- Giver or taker: heehehehehehe both.
- Goals: "...And they lived Happily Ever After."
- Gum: Spearmint
- Get along with your parents?: At times.
- Good luck charm: Elphaba+Glinda Barbies <3

In guys/girls
Eye colour: Blue, Green, Hazel's nice too.
Hair Colour: Imma sucker for blondes, and red heads.
Short/Long: Tug-on-able :D
Height: Doesn't matter, as long as I can reach their lips.
Clothing Style: NAKED!
Characteristics: Gives me flutteries, Makes me smile, Protective, Romantic

H
- Hair Colour: Dark Brown
- Height: 5'5" or 5'6"
- Happy: Most of the time
- Holiday: Summer Vacation, Halloween, Christmas
- How do you want to die: Surrounded by people I love.
- Health freak?: ENERGYDRINKS
- Hate: Is useless.

I
- Ice Cream: Neapolitan, or my own mix of Amaretto + BdayCake + Skor & Crispycrunch pieces! (yay MarbleSlab)
- Instrument: Piano a little..  I wish I could learn others.

J
- Jewelry: Bob Marley necklace, Ammolite pendant, Thai blessed bracelet, and a cheap ring sometimes..
- Job: Need one ASAP.

K
- Kids: 2 would be nice..
- Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing would be the shit
- Keep a journal?: Obviously!

L
- Longest Car Ride: Singapore, all the way through Malaysia, and then to the Thailand border. Then through Thailand to the Ferry. At least 12-14h total.
- Love: My girlfriend, my Mommy.
- Letter: I wish people wrote more letters.
- Laughed so hard you cried: 2nd best feeling.  I love when it happens.
- Love at first sight: Is for heteros.  EXCEPT Imagine Me&You<3


LAST PERSON WHO...
1. Slept in bed beside you?: Rachel lol aw she grinds her teeth
2. Saw you cry?: Elphie+Glinda Barbies
3. Went to the movies with you?: Rachel
7. Made you laugh? Kiran

M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate!
- Movie: TOO MANY FAVES! Last one I saw was 'Escape to Canada'.
- Mooned anyone?: Ew no.
- Marriage: I always dreamed of a traditional wedding.
- Motion sickness?: Nope.
- McD's or BK: McD, though it makes me sick to admit

N
- Number of Siblings: 2
- Number of Piercings: 2
- Number: 14

O
- Overused Phrases: are used whenever Kiran and I talk lol
- One wish: <3 Be with the Wife and F-U-C-K everything else, eheh..
- One phobia: Planets/Stars/Galaxies/the Universe scares the shit out of me

P
- Place you'd like to live: New York, Italy, or in the UK countryside.
- Perfect Pizza: DALLAS
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke

Q
- Quail: MAN! Yay Doug!

R
- Reason to cry: Distance
- Reality T.V: Americas Next Top Model, The Surreal Life, FLAVOR OF LOVE!
- Radio Station: 90.9 = Classical/Jazz at night, 90.1 = Weird/cool french channel
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Can do.

S
- Song: currently playing: En Vogue - Dont Let Go
- Shoe size: 7 1/2 - 8 1/2
- Salad Dressing: Caesar
- Sushi: Delish.. I havent tried many of the raw ones though.
- Skipped school: So much I'll get expelled if I skip anymore.
- Slept outside: Hm not in a long time.
- Seen a dead body?: Human body? No.
- Smoked?: Yes
- Skinny dipped?: From the waist down
- Shower Daily?: Not always
- Sing well?: LOL I ruin every song I attempt
- In the shower?: A little better
- Swear?: Rather often
- Stuffed Animals?: LOVE
- Single/Group dates: Single
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Both are nummy
- Scientists need to invent: A way to make-out over the phone. PHONE-TO-PHONE people TRANSPORTATION~

T
- Time for bed: When I get sleepy/giggly/cant keep my eyes open.
- Thunderstorms: Exciting, I love em
- TV: Havent turned it on in a few days. The L Word is <3 but I dont need my TV to watch it :D
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: I wish!

U
- Unpredictable: Humor, it's random as fuck.

V
- Vegetable you hate: Limabeans, Bell peppers.  (I dont hate them.. I dislike them.)
- Vegetable you love: Spinache!
- Vacation spot: Thailand is fun..  next time Im bringin' the wife though<3333

W
- Weakness: Compliment-overloads.. I cant win! :P
- When you grow up: I want to make a difference.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: For SURE Kiran. We have a 'voice'... which is the result of many stupid sessions.
- Who makes you laugh the most: Crystal can always get a giggle outta me
- Worst feeling: Thinking about not being with her.
- Wanted to be a model?: In some alternate reality where I'm model-quality.
- Where do we go when we die: 6 Feet under.
- Worst weather: ALBERTA. Trust me... sucks balls.

X
-X-Rays: Are too short after a LONG hospital wait.

Y
-Year it is now: 2008
-Yellow: SNOW. Dont eat it.

Z
- Zoo animal: Otters, Giraffes, Lions!  Or that bigggg Turtle I saw in Singapore! SO CUTE!
- Zodiac sign: Virgo

 I think it just hit me.
I have a girlfriend?
I have a girlfriend.

I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!

La-alalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalal~
Im happy and in love and just..
my insides are fluttery.


shes been kinda downish reciently.. I wanna brighten her spirits a little
so I think Im gonna go shopping today and send her presents soon, so they'll arrive before/on her birthday (hopefully!)
And Ive been in an artsy mood this morning.. so we'll see where my imagination takes me and maybe that would probably be nice.

hrrm I was crazzyyy tired last night and went to bed really early.. like 10-10:30ish >_<  So I woke up really early, bleh.
I think Imma go play a game or something and then go back to sleep.
arg my room is so cold
why did I leave the window open?!

brrrrrrrr.
anyway.. tata diary (lolzy)